It was
difficult enough to outlive her children.
To watch them die from illness, or accidents, or old age. How intolerable to witness her grandchildren and
great-grandchildren die while she lived on . . . never to die.
When she
was still a girl, she had said out loud, but to herself, “I wish I could live
forever. I wish I could see how the
world changes, and how life turns out for everything in it.” What she did not notice was the presence of
the Wish Spirit who had lingered over her that day, listening to her wishes, as
the Spirit does for everyone. The Spirit
then chooses whether to grant or deny wishes she hears. The reasons need not be specified, whether about
longevity or good and evil, or even human sexuality. Thus the Wish Spirit hovers over all the
living at some time or another, to hear our desires. She has the power to choose which ones to
bring about.
This time the
Spirit made a vital decision, perhaps as an experiment, in granting the wish of
that woman, who at the time was young enough yet to experience much of what
life might hold for her. What the rest
of us have yet to find out, however, is what this young woman discovered simply
because she made a wish that we too may have uttered at some time. The
difference is that the Wish Spirit has not yet granted our wishes but has done
so with the woman who once was young and now is ageless. Her name is Evelina. She will live forever.
We don’t know with certainty when she entered into human
life. Her birth records were destroyed
in a fire long ago. Nor do we know how
long eternity will last. We can see
Evelina only as we experience her presence in our current lives. We can wonder how she relates to the fact of
death as she is witness to it in times of war, disaster, illness, or accidents
or other kinds of destruction of human life.
Her memory is intact. She has not been through any diseases or illnesses
that would cause her death. What we
cannot know or predict is when, and if, her human life comes to an end.
The
question: “Is Evelina satisfied with the result of her wish for life
forever? Does she consider eternal life
to center solely upon existence as she is now: a living human being who, like
all, is fully flesh and blood?”
What, dear Reader, would you choose for your own
life? Eternity of human existence? A time that your life in the flesh will end,
whether from age or ill health or violence?
Think about Evelina and how she has discovered the power of a wish. Do you envy her?
